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My mistress
is second to no one...

My mistress I hate,
but I need.

she wants
my everything.

She wont stop
until she gets
everything good
in my life I guess.

She whispers soft
and makes promises,
she kiss away
all my regrets.

Makes me forget
the one I left.

makes me forget,
my wife's smile,
my wife, my love
it's been a while...

I can not think of you
my mistress hold
it's too strong,
it's the truth.

My mistress
is second to no one.

She embraces me,
I feel her heat,
and I smell her burning flesh
in my metal spoon,

So many emotions,
she silences all,
for a moment she gives me peace,
my pain it's gone.

I drink
from her cups,
the death of
my soul.

She makes love to my senses,
until my feelings for you
are gone,

Then she leaves me
in the ground
and she is finished with me
for a while.

I go back home
felling regrets,
facing the soul
that loves me best.

The door opens,
I see your tears,

but behind them,
and past your fears,
I see your love
I see it clear.

You shelter me, clean me,
dress me, feed me,

We cry, we hug
for hours,

I make promises,
I don't know how to keep
I just want you right here
next to me.

I make promises
I can not keep,
because my mistress
controls me...

But it makes you happy
and it's always nice,
to see your face,
with a pretty smile.

I truly don't want
to do you wrong,
I want to kiss you,
give you the world.

You smile,
I fall to sleep,
when I wake up
you are next to me.

I kiss the tears,
the taste of fear.

I want to break free,
but my mistress calls me
in my waken time,
She has taken over
my life.

I want to break free,
hurt you no more,
but my mistress owns me
she has my soul.

I see your face
and I ask my self
how does she do it,
I don't understand!

How does she loves me
when I don't love
myself.

I try... I swear
that I try.
but I see my mistress,
in every street
That I go by.

I try to run,
but she finds me,
she takes me down,
she hears no pleads,

She comes to me
like a smoke
that blinds my senses,
I swear to you I have no chances.

She pins me down,
I cry for help,
but no one comes,
This is my sin.

She pins me down,
and I say no,
but she don't care,
she wants it all.

She wont stop,
She has my body
she wants my soul.

I was broken,
I had no one,
except for you
and our broken home!

you always wait
you always hope,
you cry to God
you are so alone,

You have no body
I'm always gone.

I was broken, I had enough,
I stood up, I let her go,
There was so much pain
and it still persisted.

her seductions and her lies,
I feel no more.

Her lips on my flesh
were nothing but...
the kiss of death.

I still see my mistress face,
on the corners,
of secluded streets.

I still hear,
of the tribulations,
she inflicts to
so many more.
like she inflicted in
me before.

Sometimes she smiles at me,
on the streets,
but I am not alone,
I have broke free...

I learned to face my fears,
I learn to bring smiles,
instead of tears.

I traded for emends
all my regrets.

now I can love,
and care for my wife,
instead of tears,
I bring her smiles.

now we are happy
and leave our lives,
one day,
at the time:)
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:iconexclusivearts-studio:
ExclusiveArts-Studio Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
This is very well written. It is so sad but yet it ends with happiness. All the best.
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virnagray Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much,
I appreciate your kind comment my dear friend:)
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ExclusiveArts-Studio Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome!
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shep4life Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
This is powerful...I, too, felt it was about an addict and I am so happy you have blue skies now...it's a hard road to recovery
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virnagray Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi:)
Thank you very much!
It is very hard, specially when there are children involved,
And you are always so scare of losing this person that is so important to you...to them!
But God is a God of mercy and he knows our hearts and our tribulations,
And he listen to those who call upon his name:)
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shep4life Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You can say that again! Amen
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POISONGRAPESawaiting Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I think I'm in Too Close!!!!--:iconsqueezeplz:
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virnagray Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi Mark:)
What do you mean too close? :)
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POISONGRAPESawaiting Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
--too much Heat Virna!!-
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virnagray Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hug 
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rsiphotography Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Professional General Artist
The mistress is sent from hell the wife is sent from God....now which do you choose? 
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virnagray Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Let's stay in God's path:)
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tommyboywood Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
It's funny how good poetry is open to interpretation. I got the feeling that this is about heroin addiction. Reminds me of my piece: The needle and the beast
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virnagray Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
It is, you are very right my friend!
It is a terrible plague of suffering, for the addict and and the family:(

Thank you for commenting:)
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AdrianDunk Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Beautiful words has always Virna and written from the heart. I just cannot make up my mind whether you were feeling sad at the time of writing this or something was on your mind. Anyway I may be wrong but I always enjoy reading your words they just have so much depth and meaning. I hope you all had a great 4th of July holiday.
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virnagray Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi Adrian, Thank you very much,
Well I was not sad at the moment while writing it,
this are my interpretations of someone I love feelings,
from a long time ago, I am in this case the "wife"
The world it's brighter now:)

Thank you as always for your thoughtful comments:)Love Hug 
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